Non-breakup Breakup Depression

No contact from my boyfriend for the past 5 days. It seems like an eternity. I am seriously depressed and I'm entirely shocked at this. First of all, I never could have foreseen this happening. I thought I'd be basking in the time that I have all to myself, getting my apartment and my entire life in order! This is what I would have done when I was single. This is currently not happening and I am stunned. This is not fun anymore. I don't even think that I have the energy to finish this post. I'm not even sure what I'm going to do for the rest of the day. Don't get me wrong: I know what I have to do, I know what I want to get done. I could even be enjoying the SUN! Imagine that: sun and beautiful snow here in Vancouver. I just don't know if I can tear myself away from the bed for long enough to do what I have to do! ... I think I'll just watch another movie. Then, just try to get on with my day somehow. I miss him.